Anyway, it turned out pretty OK, even though it was just a joke-song. Let's see what the brother has to say about it later, and if he doesn't like it, he can kiss my flat ass!
I don't really see myself as a bona fide genius. Though I don't see myself as a completely "normal" person either. I do feel like there's something in me that needs to be let out, I'm still not sure what that is. While looking up the word at Dictionary.com I found an interesting quite by Simone de Beauvoir:
One is not born a genius, one becomes a genius.I remember once long ago when we had one of those IQ-tests in a psychology-class. I got a pretty good score with a verdict of having a fair chance of being accepted to Mensa would I take the test for real, but I still didn't get the top score in the class. That's a bit how I see myself, having potential, but a far way from being "the real deal". Perhaps the piano thing and the Japanese thing recently are just sub-conscious ways of trying to maximize that potential, and striving to reach that new level.